even after I realized

they didn’t love me,

I had the problem

I still loved them

even after I realized

That they didn’t want me

I had the problem

that I still wanted,

even after I knew

all the things

what they said,

the lies.

the truth

what they did,

I had the problem

I still loved them

so I tried to hold on

so they did it again,

on a grander scale

And even now

after all the bridges burned

and lessons learned

I still have the problem

That I love them.