Author: topaztic

He’s a hell of a guy
but he’s not you
He’s sweet and kind and funny
but he’s not you
i feel a tug
but he’s not you
i could see us together
but he’s not you
charming and strong and clever
but he’s not you
it could go on forever
but he’s not you
my head tells me to move on
no use lingering illusions
of what might have been
but it tears my heart
and wounds my soul
he’s not you

If you only knew
If you could see my face
If you only knew
I cant keep up this pace
Each time you lie
I just die
Go practically insane
To hear the twisted refrain
I cant stand the spew
That comes out of you
I have no interest in the game
Just come out
Please just shout
What it is you want from me
Maybe then I could do the same
You have everything but my dignity
What more can you want
What more do you need
What more can your desires feed
Help me now
I don’t know my way
Help me please
I so wanted to stay
Help me please
Such a sad hunt
When you don’t know
What it is you want